i write sins not tragedies..

its a monday.

2006-09-04T00:20:00.000-07:00

ok..just now went to school..had chemistry remedial..sadly..i didnt absorb anything..hahah...so..wasted.. now holidaes..cannot slack..must start revising..hahah... like real oni..but really must start NOW before its too late...lol.

reached home around 12nn..planned to sleep til 3pm..then go swimming with memel..but until 1plus still cannot sleep..haha..in the end slept at 2plus..woke up arnd 3.30pm..hahah...then packed my stuff and GO!!
hahaha...

the swimming pool..as usual..nearly empty..which is good...then we go swim...nice lahh..hot weather..cool water..nice..hahah..den came along this indian father and daughter..the girl brought a ball with her..so..when she is the water..she play throw and fetch with the father..hahah..and they are alwaes near us..so when we tried to swim..alwaes blocking..have to stop halfway..let them pass..then continue..then the father will apologise..then the game goes on..haha..the routine continue as well..

then..we took a break..had chocolates..then the girl came over and offered us popcorn..haha..she politely say.."no thanks"..heheeh...then we gave her a bar of chocolate..haha..she took it..then she come again and give us 100plus..haha..then come again..give us bubble gum..hahah..funnie..but too bad lahh..we got nothing to offer already...lol.

after swimming..went to fork and spoon..had dinner..then go tampines mall..wanted to return a book at this bookshop there..but couldnt..as i lost the receipt...sad sia..and the book is princess diaries..wth...haha..nvm..can keep then let effa read..haah...

after walking arnd there..we went home..as in home at my cuzins hse lahh...by then it was arnd 9pm..decided to walk home instead of taking the bus..haha...then it rained...no umbrella..haha..luckily got jacket..den got the hood thingy..we actuali walk wearing that thing..listening to the mp3 and singing out loud..(it was out of tune tho..lol)..ppl look at us as if we were some retarded woman..but hu cares..lol...it was fun..

so..now at cuzins hse..haha..lazy to go back and go band practice tml...haiz...anyway..have to..

well..
signing off ppl..
happy holidaes!

my house is a childcare centre!!!

2006-09-02T23:24:00.000-07:00

yesterdae..i reached home..it was abt..erm..going to 10pm lahh...i open the door...
Oh MY GOD!!!
my house is full of kids!! hahaa...

all my niece and nephew were there at my house..their parents dunno go out..then leave their kids at my house for my mother to take care..like wat sia..she think my mother not tired..robot..24 take care of ppl..ppl dun take care of her..aiyo...

but luckily when i reached home my sisters were out..if not..if she sees my ear..wah..die..volcano erupts..hahah..even my 2nd earhole she angry already..wheras my mother just keep quiet..lol. idiot..then...i tot the kids were not sleeping there lahh..since my mother say their parents fetch them at 11pm..but 11.30pm..no calls from either parents lehh..so confirm sleeping at my hse..then rili like childcare centre..lol..

my sisters actuali came home at abt 3am in the morning sia..like WTH...then sleep my house also...think my house hotel..hotel cum childcare centre..cool..lol..then she stinks mann..smoke smell..and..erm..that alcohol smell..aiyo..she arh..no wonder soo fat..oops..hahaa..drink and drink and drink..lol..

then today..my 2nd sister saw my ear..i was lying down..then she saw..wth lahh...haha..she yelled at me and stuff..reaction soo big sia..yesterdae..i told my mother abt it..she just said.."allowance cut down to $5 a day.." nevermind lahh...at least dun nag...but my 2nd sis..aiyo..make mi confused who is my mother sia...hahaha...heck care..its my ear wat...not hers..

surprisingly...my 1st sis didnt say anithing much..just ask pain anot.how much..pierce where and stuff..never scold lahh...i like her..just for that part..she was totally cool abt it..hahah..good wat...im sure she understand...

well...gtg..
signing off ppl...

happy teachers day!!

2006-08-31T22:22:00.000-07:00

todae's the day teachers have been waiting for...lol.

okae..todae had a concert in school...band was the first item..LAME. haha,,,suddenly the school wants band sooo much..lol...anyway..our performance sux....no one is paying attention to us...the audience were yelling and stuff.we cant even hear ourselves playing..hmm..bad bad..lol.

then..i missed the beginning half of the performance...were in band room..after that..went back hall and they were playing some guess-who game..haha..then singing and blah blah blah..and fINISH! YEA! then...i went back to FTPPS... my primary school...

oh gosh..disaster..it was expectedly crowded..very crowded..had to squeeze through...lucky i not fat...(oops. no offence ya...)lol. when i got in already..a lot of familiar faces here and there..can remember face..but forget name..hahaha...at least i remembered right..rather than some people dont remember me at all..sad sia..hahha..

in FTPPS..erm..walk here walk there..see here see there..but the kids there arh..omg! hopeless mann...alot of mats and minas..aiyo..i wonder how my niece will be in the future..mina gemok..hahaha...sorry effa...im sure you wont be one of them...smiles.

wanted to see my cikgu..i smsed and call..no response...it was raining heavily..so decided to go out from FTPPS lahh with shafiqah..at the main gate my cikgu called...so..had to come in back and see her..nevermind..luckily its once in a year thing..hahah...as soon as my teacher come down from the staff room..at lot of kids surrounded her already...i was like.."wth...i call her lehh..."hahha..then talk a bit lah..then i go off...

went to meet my cuzin at interchange..haha..then my skirt arh.hook came off...hahah..wherever i go must hold on to my skirt..haha..so go toilet and fixed my skirt and then go far east...i've been wanting to pierce my ear..the inside of the ear..all bones..hahah..but at toa payoh dun haf..so go far east lorr...

take bus 143..i got little phobia..cause took that bus before and it was full of cockroaches...seriously gross...hahah..but today dont haf lahh..thnk god..at far east..we went from shop to shop to find the piercing service...at 77th street also dont have..haha..after walking for dunno how long then found one...cost 6 bucks lahh...nevermind..just pierce..pain sia..but a while oni..unless itchy hand go touch lahh...hahah..didnt plan to tell my mother tho..haha..see how lahh...

well...
signing off ppl...

i HATE that BITCH

2006-08-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

oh.my.god.
i.hate.her.

puh-leeze lahh...YOU sec 1 lehh!! think sooo big is it?? where the hell is your respect towards seniors??!! idiot. YOU still in the LAST normal class lehh..(ermm..sorry..no offence..just applying to HER only) smart mehxx??!

ok. this was what happened.

band have teachers dae rehearsal.i was walking to the band room in a foul mood. i passed the foyer..AVOIDING my junior...that BLOODY woman. then..i walk walk walk... i heard ppl shouting.."eh! there!" i turned arnd and saw that BLOODY woman pointing at me..then continue shouting.."she is a FUCKING BITCH. FUCK ING BITCH.FUCKING BITCH." goodness..she repeated that phrase for 3 times sia..wth. then she said.."think councillor so big arh.skirt so short.socks so low.think big is it.FUCKER!" i was like.."gosh..woudnt it be nice if i could give just 1 tight slap across her face." and walked off...

by then..i started crying already lahh..i was damn furious sia...and kinda sad lahh..imagine ppl calling you that b-word...wah lau eh. what she wan sia? she nv come band practice..i nv go find her and scold and stuff lehh...i ignored since i noe she already got no interest in band..nevermind.. then..her skirt short and stuff.. i never sae anything sehh..wth lahh...

then..during rehearsal..i cant play..i was like crying and crying..thinking abt it..gosh..she is gonna get it from mi one fine day.

signing off ppl...

what happened to french horn section??!!!

2006-08-22T02:37:00.000-07:00

wth...i received TWO bad news..but it was referred as 1 good news and 1 bad news by mr pisit..well..WHATEVER..cause it is still bad news..

FIRST...before this..i already knew that my bloody junior is quitting..well..no biggy..i gained nothing and i lose nothing...so..ok..mi and thhis guy in horn now..just two players for syf next year...WOW!!! LOL. aniway..then mr pisit told mi the NEWS. that guy in horn is transfered to percussion... i was like WTH! now wat..im ALONE in horn section..wat sia..next time got sectional..i teach myself..YEA!! but imagine..if there's a performance..just one french horn...hear wat!!?? aiyo...

SECOND...
SOMEONE will be joining horn section in october..ok..im supposed to be happy abt it right..like finally another member..but..eew..i hate him!! such a show off..i know he has MORE experience in horn than me...but no need to act lahh...urgh...whenever i ask.."u know the rythm?".. he said "ya ya.." then anyhow play..idiot. i dunno how am i donna work with him for syf...hmm.....die...

since im 'alone' in band now...im trying to avoid band as much as possible..haiz..

signing off ppl...

the DAY has come...

2006-07-22T00:18:00.000-07:00

on this very day.. hmm.. never forget this day...

22 july 2006. two competitions.. the entrepenuership thingy and the pantun.. wah!!! LOL.

my poa team met at 7.45am at toa payoh interchange.. we have to report at spore poly at 8.30am.. but in the end late lahh... expected. LOL.but still not late for the event.. just registration... hehee... then we were separated from the rest of the competitors and go to our own venue for the presentation.. our panel consists of 4 teams i think.. one of them was from R.I.. wahh!!but only one rep. from the sch.. haha.. Beatty was last to present there.. so.. kinda scary lahh... hmm...

when comes to our turn.. we were all given 10mins to present... ok lah. but.. we haf some difficulties to open the media player.. took alot of time lahh... aft everything ok.. we began.. however.. we DIDNT FINISH the presentaton..!!! wth!! i was damn pissed until i cried.. heheh.. stupid rite.. LOL. i mean all the hardwork we all put in.. then never finish the presentation.. f***. but.. heheeh.. we got in the semi finals... nt bad rite.. cool. we beat R.I. LOL. but never go finals.. ok lahh...

then aft the whole thing.. time for the pantun.. mi,haslina and agatha went to joo chiat cc.. hehe.. no choice but to drag agatha.. supporter(s) mahxx... hahah.. stupid arh.. not even half the hall is full lahh.. none of the beattyians came to support. boo.... LOL. aniwae.. we got third.. cool...

well.. next year.. will join this kind of things again.. LOL.

signing off ppl...

my BDAE!

2006-07-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

happy bdae to mi...!! LOL. yea.. im 15.. hmm.. to mi still no diff... hahah.. aniwae.. it was on a thurs.. erm.. got band on that dae.. so.. cant kinda celebrate wif frens.. as in go out n stuff.. however.. 2 more daes to the entrepeneurship challenge.. and the pantun.. sux. shit. LOL. so. in the end.. mi ended up not goin band and stay in sch doin the powerpoint presentation.. using mr soh's laptop... hahaha

then we haf to like shoot 2 videos for the powerpoint... one for the situation.. one for the advertisement.. we got huda's help.. haha.. since we no skill.. hmm.... well.. it turn out OK... got some actors from the ppl playing soccer.. hahha.. thanks guys. after that.. we nd to shoot for the ad.... omg! so diff... we even made huda pissed off sehh.. *sorie huda* its like we haf to go dwn the stairs while singing the pussycat dolls song.. doncha.. haha.. except we changed the lyrics.. LOL. funnie. too funnie until we kept laughing until huda fed up..and in the end cam batt flat.. LOL. stupid.

so.. no choice haf to shoot it tml.. wearing our racial harmony dae clothes.. weird. and agatha and haslina bought a fake trumpet for the challenge.. haha.. i get to keep it as bdae present.. LOL. ermm.. abt the pantun.. nth done.

well..
signing off ppl.

that's the end of it.

2006-07-15T13:35:00.000-07:00

ok. my relationship end yesterdae.. haiz... at night..
dunno who ended it. mi? him?
dunno. hiaz... nvm...

so sad.. dunno wat to write..

ok2.
haiz..
4 more days,, and my bdae.. cant wait.. LOL. wonder wat it feels like to be 15.. hmm..
heheh... well..i realli dunno what to write..
well..

signing off ppl..

pantun lahh pulak...

2006-07-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

wah lau... i really itchy mouth.. LOL. now.. im stuck in a pantun competition..with haslina. the other dae in malay class.. my malay teacher told us about the competition.. my immediate reaction was.. "cikgu!! saye nak!' and now.. im in the competition.. LOL. i have no idea wat the pantun is.. omg... then went to the workshop.. OMG! super boring.... and only TWO sch attented. pathetic. but what is confirmed is that.. mi and haslina is in the finals. damn.

since the workshop is at joo chiat community club... very deep inside.. so.. dunno how to get out.. so.. just took bus num 10 to tampines interchange.. again.. very hungry... it took like ages to reach tampines.. hmm.. when reach already.. we go eat at long john silver.. then.. on the way back to toa payoh interchange we took bus 28.. it came first..

THEN.. dunno wat happened.. i got headache..alwaes feel like vomiting. very uncomfortable. but tahan till we reach.. wah..can die.
when reach homee. vomit non stop arh... skali.. kene food poisoning.. ***hole. LOL. luckily still can make it to the ensemble festival.. where some bandsmen performed.. at the concert.. my fever like shit alreadi.. haha.. on mon nv go sch.. haiz..

well...
signing off ppl..

poa rawks!

2006-07-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

today just went to singapore poly... for this workshop for a competition.. some business tingy... its cool lahh.. me, haslina,agatha,jez,kriffith.. we nearly got lost in there.. but thank goodness got ppl help.. LOL. atfer we register and all.. we went to the auditorium.. the lectures was very dry.. but we manage to stay awake and be responsive.. LOL. its onli us beattyians sooo alert lahh.. hahh..

after the workshop.. we ride in mr soh's car back to school..coz we goin the syf opening ceremony.. haha.. some of our beattyians performed.. LOL. at the stadium.. omg!! so crowded.. and very hot.. some more we wear school uniform.. with TIES! LOL. but after we settled down.. we get to remove our ties.. thank god! LOL.

the syf was nice.. what i like most is the military band display.. very f***ing nice.!! beatty bad.. when will be like that... perfoming in band displays.. haiz... but the most touching part is when our beattyians came out and do the displays.. they worked soo hard under the scorching sun.. until all sun tan sia.. hahah..

well.. you guys did well... U ROX!!

signing off ppl....

pasir ris sec band rox!!

2006-06-24T14:50:00.000-07:00

omg... the band rox!!
wonder when beatty band can be like that.. wait long long.. LOL.
just came home from victoria concert hall.. watch the concert.. omg.. sooo good. haha..
they played nice songs.. even accompanied with dancers and singers and all... cool. its just that my instuctor conducted the band for two songs.. so.. we got the tix.. it end quite late arh.. arnd 11pm i think.. i didnt have my dinner.. so by the end of the concert, im very f***ing hungry.. only mi,ju,yan shan and lilian went.. supporters for BEATTY! LOL!

then..when our instuctor came to the stage.. i screamed like one crazy woman. and its only my voice.. coz the host is still talking..so pai seh lahh!! hahah... stupid.. but then everyone else cheered as well lahh.. but the pasir ris sec ppl turned to me and was like " who is she sia....?????" hahah... THEN, i noticed the cutest guy on earth!! omg.. in band!! AARRGGGHHH!!! hahah.. in percussion section.. woah... damn cute.. he is the section leader some more later i learnt.. wah wah wah. hahah..

and i noticed something.. in the band.. about half the band is MALAY!!! whereas in beatty band.. oni 3 lahh.. wth. hahah. so cool lahh.. at least they know that band is indeed cool .. but in beatty.. they will see band as.. EEWW!! dunno y.. dats why we nt enuff ppl.. haiz.

then..after the concert.. we(including the instructor) went to eat at lau pa sat.. nice place to eat lahh. first time i went there.. cool. LOL. but then.. i must go back tampines.. so far lahh.. then late at night.. then... they actually send me at tampines mrt.. and go home from there.. seriously.. im sooo touched!! LOL. i reached hm abt 12midnite.. best night!

well ppl.. thanks alot!!

signing off ppl..

WAT A DAE!!

2006-06-22T02:10:00.000-07:00

i made him angry once again..haiz.. every nite alwaes fight.. like got nothing else to do.. well.. dats like an everyday routine. so.. no biggy. LOL.

aniwae.. todae was QUITE fun.. met HIM early afternoon.. without my mother knowing.. and.. i dunno how she knew.. and she scolded mi like hell... WTF! she accused mi of being a "MINA KAHWIN2".. like as if i want to get married after o levels.. stupid! i have my own priority as well ok.. i wonder why cant MOTHERS understand?? im sure they were once like US right??!! LOL.

however... i dun give a shit and went out again with mi cuzzins to esplanade.. AGAIN without my mother knowing.. i mean im like at my aunt's hse.. so i have to ask HER the permission right.. not my mother... duhhs. we had fun.. even though my couzin lost $20.. LOL. we took pics and all.. watched a performance.. UNTIL.. we reached tampines interchange..we had the worst nightmare.. my MOTHER called!! another lecture.. this time accused mi of going out with HIM.. i was so pissed! i was like "no.. just the three of us.." and she said. "ya. later at esplanade meet HIM.." i was like "no!!". even my cuzin said "its juz US!" on the fone.. WTH!

haiz.. looks like i dun have my mother's trust animore.. that's so difficult.. hmm.. teens out there.. a piece of advice.. DONT LIE. LOL.

signing off ppl..

what a day!!

2006-06-18T19:30:00.000-07:00

haiz.. what a day sia.. just came back from the catering thingy. at CDANS bukit gombak.. LOL. yesterdae slept at 4am and woke up at 9 plus.. very the tired..

then.. at the CDANS.. the one who in charged really pissed mi off. oh mygoodness!! at first.. he twisted his words. he told the participants for the league that the food comes at 1200.. and he told my sister we should set up all the stuff by 1230. like WTF!! so we came with food at arnd 1230 lahh..then still have the cheek to scold people.. stupid mann!

that's one thing.. then.. we misplace the tongs for the food.. so.. my sis n her hubby went to the van to take them lahh.. mi n my cuzin waited there with the food. then.. the OLD MAN actually yelled at mi saying.." eh! why so late!! people all want to eat already! so slow.." like **** sia.. i just stared at him and said " urgh! like never eat now will die like that! stupid!" LOL. hope he heard.. hmph! that kind of peple.. should be shot in the head. bloody hell rude. think he soooo big.. idiot.

luckily i left ASAP.. if not i think i will be pouring all the food over him already.. LOL. then.. all the extra food he packed and bring home.. idiot. LOL. after the OLD MAN left.. mi, my cuzin, her sis n hubby played bowling.. GOSH! lousy scores sia!! hahah.. long time never play already.. that's why..

hmmm.. dunno what to write already.. LOL. aniwae.. those who wanted to cater food please feel free to call Siti at hp: 90260784. on any occasion...

signing of ppl..

FINALLY!! my own blog....

2006-06-18T01:49:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. so happy.. finally have my own blog.. my previous blog was condenmed (is that how you spell it?). LOL. all thanks to my cuzin.. LOL. i know nothing about blogs.. just know how to post only.. stupid right? i know. LOL.

aniwae.. now im at my 2nd sister's house. helping her with her catering order for tomorrow. a big order though. for 80 pax. i think. cant sense its a gonna be a long night. and a very tiring one too. haiz.. but nevermind. at the end of the day.. i do get some cash.. LOL.

so.. band.. hmm.. ROX!! hahaha... having band this mon and tues.. cant wait. we are practising our SYF choice piece.. riverfest. nice song.. but i dun think i can play my french horn well.. especially the four bars SOLO. haiz.. im lousy.. i know.. another thing.. band having passing out parade this tues.. so excited!! LOL. i just love the uniform.. rox mann! hahaa...

its 1.30am n yet im still awake.. still lots of things to do.. haiz. well.. to those who's reading my blog.. im sorrie if its borring.. coz thats mi i guess.. LOL.

ps. cant wait to go back school. suddenly miss school.. hmm..
but still.. alot of homework havent do yet.. die.. especially MATHS!! urgh!

signing off ppl.